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View Full Version : I'm back. Lilith 07-09-2006, 04:11 PM So. I attempted suicide a few weeks ago. After getting out of ICU, I spent a while in the psych ward. But now I'm back. So...rejoice I suppose? I sort of missed you all. Lecter [-!-] 07-09-2006, 04:14 PM Did you even miss me? Lilith 07-09-2006, 04:15 PM Originally posted by Lecter [-!-] Did you even miss me? A little :) j_absinthe 07-09-2006, 04:15 PM Originally posted by Lilith So. I attempted suicide a few weeks ago. After getting out of ICU, I spent a while in the psych ward. But now I'm back. So...rejoice I suppose? I sort of missed you all. HAW! Welcome back, Red. Don't be a dipshit next time; do it or don't. Calculations 07-09-2006, 04:15 PM Hey there. Lilith 07-09-2006, 04:15 PM Originally posted by m_absinthe HAW! Welcome back, Red. Don't be a dipshit next time; do it or don't. If my dad hadn't found me I would have succeeded :( 930yearoldadam 07-09-2006, 04:16 PM Originally posted by Lilith I attempted suicide a few weeks ago. You can't do anything right can you? TheBurk 07-09-2006, 04:18 PM Originally posted by Lilith So. I attempted suicide a few weeks ago. After getting out of ICU, I spent a while in the psych ward. But now I'm back. So...rejoice I suppose? I sort of missed you all. why would you do something like that? and welcome back. the picture thread hasnt been the same without ya. Lilith 07-09-2006, 04:24 PM Originally posted by TheBurk why would you do something like that? Would you a like a detailed 5,000 word essay about what was going through my mind at the time? mr feeny 07-09-2006, 04:26 PM edit: that was rude. welcome back. i hope you're okay now and that you never try to do it again EatYourGod 07-09-2006, 04:28 PM I, for one, am very glad you did not succeed. Welcome back. I hope you're at a better place now emotionally. Lilith 07-09-2006, 04:33 PM Originally posted by EatYourGod I, for one, am very glad you did not succeed. Welcome back. I hope you're at a better place now emotionally. Thanks. I was basically completely alone aside from the occasional visiting shrink for about a week or two...and it helped me sort of get perspective on the situation. It was just really fucking stupid. And I still have stomach problems. I doubt I'll ever even consider it again. I'm no longer in a feeling of desperation. TheBurk 07-09-2006, 04:35 PM Originally posted by Lilith Thanks. I was basically completely alone aside from the occasional visiting shrink for about a week or two...and it helped me sort of get perspective on the situation. It was just really fucking stupid. And I still have stomach problems. I doubt I'll ever even consider it again. I'm no longer in a feeling of desperation. ive been there sooo many times. hell im still there. TheRapeFish 07-09-2006, 04:43 PM If you ever feel like committing suicide again, just give me a call, and I'll pick you up, and I can push you on the swings at the Metroparks, and then we can get ice cream, and give each other make overs and have a pillow fight, and next thing you know, you won't want to commit suicide any more. Lilith 07-09-2006, 04:44 PM Originally posted by TheRapeFish If you ever feel like committing suicide again, just give me a call, and I'll pick you up, and I can push you on the swings at the Metroparks, and then we can get ice cream, and give each other make overs and have a pillow fight, and next thing you know, you won't want to commit suicide any more. That sounds amazing. Can we do that even if I'm not feeling suicidal? Persephone 07-09-2006, 04:45 PM Awww :'( Well i'm very glad you didn't succeed. We didn't talk much but i did miss you. TheRapeFish 07-09-2006, 04:46 PM Originally posted by Lilith That sounds amazing. Can we do that even if I'm not feeling suicidal? Definitely. Want me to PM you my cell? Lilith 07-09-2006, 04:49 PM Originally posted by TheRapeFish Definitely. Want me to PM you my cell? Sure :) Once I start driving again we can definitely hang out. My parents are sort of ridiculously overprotective right now but hopefully that passes. Calculations 07-09-2006, 04:53 PM Shit, I'll get you some nice wine and we can have some pasta sometime. Or not. Whatever. I'll go back to my corner now. Originally posted by Lilith ridiculously overprotective I don't blame them, really. I guess thats how I've seen all my friends parents' get when their child gets really depressed. TheBurk 07-09-2006, 05:01 PM Originally posted by TheRapeFish If you ever feel like committing suicide again, just give me a call, and I'll pick you up, and I can push you on the swings at the Metroparks, and then we can get ice cream, and give each other make overs and have a pillow fight, and next thing you know, you won't want to commit suicide any more. lawl take pics! sounds fun! TheBurk 07-09-2006, 05:02 PM Originally posted by Persephone Awww :'( Well i'm very glad you didn't succeed. We didn't talk much but i did miss you. you my dear need to get on msn, i havent talked to you in awhile. TERROJA 07-09-2006, 05:03 PM Your sig is too big. Sorry about your botched suicide. Better luck next time. Lilith 07-09-2006, 05:04 PM Originally posted by Calculations Shit, I'll get you some nice wine and we can have some pasta sometime. Or not. Whatever. I'll go back to my corner now. I don't blame them, really. I guess thats how I've seen all my friends parents' get when their child gets really depressed. Well I wouldn't let a suicidal teenager take my car out, either. MsFit 07-09-2006, 05:11 PM Wow.. glad you're okay lilith. I really am. You're a beautiful girl. Did you keep having thoughts of suicide? Had you talked to your parents before about it? The reason I ask is my son used to constantly talk about suicide. He would say things like, "Mom, I just think that some people weren't meant to be here and I think I'm one of them." He suffered a lot of losses though. He had 2 friends die... one right in front of him.. one in a four-wheeler accident, and has one whose a vegetable now. He's always been depressed a lot too. I think he's snapping out of it, but I've seen him snap out of it before and then go right back into it. It scares me. I know two ladies at work whose sons committed suicide when they were 18. Odd, how I work with two ladies in a small corporation, both having sons who committed suicide. I know what it's like to feel totally alone and alienated. Somehow I managed to use that to my advantage and it made me a stronger person. Some people deliberately try to make themselves social misfits and have no concept of how truly painful it is to actually feel like one. Anyway, glad to see you back. I'd like to know more about hte details even if you have to pm me with them. roelq 07-09-2006, 05:16 PM Originally posted by m_absinthe HAW! Welcome back, Red. Don't be a dipshit next time; do it or don't. fuck the cliche. glad you failed lilith. Nicolae 07-09-2006, 05:17 PM Logan, this makes me pooey. What in the world would drive you to attempt such? Proceed w/ the 500 word essay. Lilith 07-09-2006, 05:19 PM Originally posted by Nicolae Logan, this makes me pooey. What in the world would drive you to attempt such? Proceed w/ the 500 word essay. I'm too lazy. And honestly I don't really remember all of what I was thinking. It was crazy. roelq 07-09-2006, 05:20 PM Originally posted by Lilith Sure :) Once I start driving again we can definitely hang out. My parents are sort of ridiculously overprotective right now but hopefully that passes. in my experience it does not completely pass, not even in a year... first half year is fucking horrible though. although they had good reasons, probably even... euh.. nevermind. Nicolae 07-09-2006, 05:23 PM Originally posted by Lilith I'm too lazy. Perhaps that's your problem? Don't ever be so stupid again! Do you really want to end up on one of those 'dead myspace' pages?! Seriously, don't allow yourself to be a joke. Think, Logan. MsFit 07-09-2006, 05:24 PM Originally posted by roelq in my experience it does not completely pass, not even in a year... first half year is fucking horrible though. although they had good reasons, probably even... euh.. nevermind. If there's outstanding communication, I'll bet her parents will let her drive as long as she has a cell phone and constantly keeps in touch with them. You can't blame her parents for being overprotective. Lilith, your PM box is full. Lilith 07-09-2006, 05:27 PM I just cleared it, MsFit. Calculations 07-09-2006, 06:07 PM Today, I learned that your name is Logan. My brother is named logan as well. This is a bonding moment. TERROJA 07-09-2006, 06:18 PM Your sig is still too big. .new.model. 07-09-2006, 06:29 PM Originally posted by TERROJA Your sig is still too big. Your's transcends into a new level of ugliness. Why don't you fix that? EatYourGod 07-09-2006, 06:33 PM Originally posted by .new.model. Your's transcends into a new level of ugliness. Why don't you fix that? Because that's the point. Oamlhtw 07-09-2006, 06:33 PM Whoa. You really didn't seem like the type to me; the stories you told, the pictures of you with your friends, the videos you posted: you seemed happy. You and I never really communicated, but I'm glad to see you lived through it and are back posting here. Feel better. :) j_absinthe 07-09-2006, 06:54 PM I want Rape to buy my iced cream!!11 But Lilith, I am glad you didn't succeed. But I thought you had friends, a lover. Or was this the lonliness that happens when everyone is around and not even they can quell it? If anything, it's just a testament that anyone can go through this, it isn't just limited to emo MySpace kids with sore right arms from taking really obscure pictures. Whether or not this made you appreciate things more, I hope something better comes from it. TERROJA 07-09-2006, 07:08 PM Originally posted by .new.model. Your's transcends into a new level of ugliness. Why don't you fix that? Alex made it for me, worm. roelq 07-10-2006, 04:05 AM Originally posted by MsFit If there's outstanding communication, I'll bet her parents will let her drive as long as she has a cell phone and constantly keeps in touch with them. You can't blame her parents for being overprotective. i didnt. gesh 07-10-2006, 04:48 AM Originally posted by Lilith So. I attempted suicide a few weeks ago. After getting out of ICU, I spent a while in the psych ward. But now I'm back. So...rejoice I suppose? I sort of missed you all. Welcome back. Don't do it again. Usually by the third time you will have perfected it and I will be wearing pink to your funeral. Glad you are alive. Funndeath 07-10-2006, 06:16 AM Shit. I hope you're ok , Lilith. We never really talked but I like you. And I missed you being around here. -hug- I'm glad your dad found you when he did. Take care. Hellhammer 07-10-2006, 04:35 PM welcome back lilith hope your allright |